New listener looking for older episodes

I love the 2 episodes I’ve listened to so far but I can’t find any episodes before #200 on apple podcasts and I even went to the website but I’m in BFE Arkansas where even the premium WiFi is slow AF, lol, and I couldn’t scroll and load enough to find any before getting frustrated and I just like to listen to all episodes in order okay? I swear I’m not a freak, lol… in the trailer even recommend some that are before number 200 and so I feel like I need to listen to those and I saw on the website that Apple podcast was the preferred podcast app so thank you